From the rolling decks of a Navy destroyer to the intimate rooms of a Brooklyn brownstone, Colored Dreams traces the quiet life of a man who accumulates losses as tenderly as he accumulates love. A novel about loneliness, unexpected grace, and the stories we leave behind, told, in the end, by those who receive them.

Where myth
becomes
architecture
Elmer Robinson returns from his final naval posting to build a life he never quite managed to plan. A journalist by training, a loner by temperament, he marries late, loves deeply, and loses more than he can easily bear. When his daughter dies and leaves behind a small Indian girl named Ettasa, Elmer, already aging, already alone, becomes the unlikely center of a child’s world. Across decades of New York winters, Parisian encounters, and Irish summers, he raises her with an awkward, consuming devotion. He also writes. Chapter by chapter, folder by folder, he assembles a novel he will never see completed. What becomes of that manuscript, and who finishes it on his behalf, is the novel’s most quietly devastating secret.
"In the end everything is an idea. In the end everything is memory. If where you are going you manage, and you will manage, to remember all the things I know only as a story, you will be one of the richest people who ever lived."
— From COLORED DREAMS